He made this day so special for me

I was still up till the wee hours last night. I couldnt sleep. Was missing my tatay. I couldn’t help but cry. I flooded his windows with offline messages knowing he’s still at work. I thought I would feel better doing that. But I still feel sad and sent him sms. Told him I miss dad and I was crying. He replied telling he’d be home soon. Was surprised to see him home so early. Said he couldn’t stop thinking about me feeling so sad and that he had to rush home so I could see him on cam. I have never been given so much love and attention like this in my life. I feel so important and special. He said I could open my parcel cos it’s already my birthday, although this came 3 days earlier( I told him I have to put off opening the parcel till my birthday). When I open the parcel in it are lots of stuff wrapped for my birthday. He wrapped everything so that I would have so many gifts to open. Cos I told him before that I never got to receive many gifts for my birthday. So he wanted me to have all these gifts for me to open on my birthday. I first looked into this cute drawing of Reauna, his little girl. He told me about this drawing. Said her daughter heard him while we were talking on the phone about my dad. He told her that I was so sad that time. She said that she would make something to cheer me up. She got me that drawing. And it was so sweet of her to have my name there with her dad’s and her bro. Such a sweet kid. She told her dad to make sure to send this drawing to me. I couldn’t help but cry when I saw the drawing. Yes, I am a cry baby. Then I read his letter telling me how much he loves me and that he can’t wait for October to be married to me. Then I read the card..and this one really made cry. The message touched me. It felt like it was talking to me. The message that said there talked about a boy who once daydreamed of a sort of person he would love someday..he pretended that he would find someone out of a fairytale, someone wonderful and not like anyone else in the world. But it said there like when he grew up, he stopped believing in love cos things wouldnt just go the way he hoped they would but then it happened that he met somebody along the way and changed his life in a way he never thought possible. It also said there that he must be luckier than most people cos he finally got his dream come true! and that was me! I just wont stop crying when I read that card. And I got him crying too That was the best gift I got from him. I loved opening all the gifts he got for me. I satisfied that childlike feeling in me of having to open so many gifts that time. I felt so happy and so special. And all these is because I got this one guy who loves me this much and wanted to make this day very special for me. I can’t wait to be your Mrs. Tilley, my sweet! I love you so much!

{Friendster August 2008}