Finally! I got to open my box!

A little story first about how I was able to open my box…..

Yesterday was my sweet’s birthday. Made a video for him - I dressed up and asked him if he could go out and have dinner with me. Thank God for the internet! Without it life for us will just be unbearable and lonely! So there I was in the video dressed in my best clothes asking him for a date as a gift for his birthday! He had made my birthday so special and I wanted to have his as special as mine. He was so happy he said for everything I got him for his birthday so he also made a video to answer that call for a date. And I bet you know how gorgeous he was in the video wearing a suit! He was so handsome that I started to think of how he would look like on our wedding day. I felt this sudden need to look for my box and without much hesitation I just opened the box. All I wanted to see was how beautiful the dress when I wear this on our wedding day. I feel so at peace and felt so good inside. I started getting excited for October. Oh I couldn’t wait to be married now! I maybe crying now but this is tears of happiness for being able to open my box. Gone now is the fear of opening it cos all I see before was my dad’s sad face that he wouldn’t be able to attend my wedding. I know that dad where ever he is now must have been so happy for me that I am finally getting what I dreamed of — that is to be married to the one who would love me and make me his world!

{Friendster blog August 2008}