Perhaps

Perhaps I wanted so much to have this life together

Perhaps I wanted not to let a day pass without letting you know how much i wanted to be with you

Perhaps I wanted more of your time and attention

Perhaps I wanted not to be put aside and be forgotten

Perhaps I wanted more laugh with you

Perhaps I wanted more hugs

Perhaps I wanted more kisses

Perhaps I wanted to hear more I love you’s

Perhaps I wanted to make you my world

Perhaps I wanted you tho think of me alone and no one else

Perhaps I wanted to see your face as I close my eyes at night

Perhaps I wanted the feel of seeing you beside me when I woke up in the morning

Perhaps I wanted a baby and enjoy being called "Mom"

Perhaps I wanted a family to live and care for

Perhaps…perhaps…perhaps….

I'm selfish to want this so much when you don't feel the same way!