Saturday, March 18, 2006

Bi Pol

Mornings have always been the active and lovely time of your usually busy life. You got the job that you so desperately wanted….successfully harvesting the financial fruits of your labour of love as you’ve said before. Got lots of friends who still keep sticking with you…smiling…and always seemed to be pleased with your presence…your most treasured and ‘famee-a-priori’ has gotten all what they need maybe you even provided them more….So what more can you ask for? Being in this situation is like describing what it feels like to be in cloud nine!

But evening? You hate it! You’d swear you will give up all what you have now just to stop it from coming. Because it’s in this time when this gnawing loneliness will sink into your soul….little by little by taking a bite… till it breaks into pieces. You can never have it again…..no matter how hard you try…even your most tempting bargain cant bring it back. You can only cry now and regret that you had lost that LOVE which you claimed is your LIFE!

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