Been a while since my last post. Maybe my mind was frozen as winter takes in and try to cool the burning flame I thought I have in me. It is as cold as icy snow (not that it snows in Thailand, just couldnt think of any simile for that) from deep within. Need some warmth not to freeze everything in. Good I got friends to turn to. If you just need a smile or two buzz them — you will end up getting more than that. You will get extra — "See what I’m saying?", "Cos you didn’t listen!", "Here we are again!", "Poor Carmelita!", "Hey, cheer up youre too beautiful to be booted out!"…and some stuff like,"Come over, I still got that tequilla and salt here!".
But then after a while once you went offline…shut down the pc. Then loneliness sinks in. Youve got no one but only yourself. Ive seen that same face again in the mirror. Boy! I should have listened to that tiny voice in me. Hate seeing this old me. Gotta start working now to get back that gorgeous me hehehe 
January 2008
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